Sorry isn't a word I ever learned (Izzy)

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Karla walked out the New order building into the enjoining multistory car park, it was well into the evening and really all she wanted to do was go home get in a hot bath curl up and sleep, smiling to the man who held the door open for her she walked though. It was quiet the cars on the street below made an almost far away hum that by itself was soothing, she almost wanted to stop walking so the click of her heels wouldn't make such a pronounced noise, but the thought of the bath was too good to pass by. As Karla walked the click of her heals made her aware of how alone she was, not in the sense of being alone in a parking story at night, that fear was stupid no one in their right mind would be seen loitering here and least of all no one would dare attack a member of the order on their turf. No when Karla thought of her aloneness she meant in terms of people around her. There had been a time when all she had longed for was time alone now, well now she had far too much.

Walking closer to her car she unzipped her bag ready to get her keys out to her Honda civic, looking up to see how close she was to the car when she seen someone in a gray Hooded top by it. At once her entire body froze her eyes not leaving the tall figure, this only lessened when she felt the butt of her gun. The New Order tried to minamalise the use of powers in favor of what they deemed more human alternatives. Not wanting to whip it out right away Karla reached deeper into the bag until her fingers wrapped around the can of pepper spay she had with her at all times. When she was sure she had it she slowly walked towards her car finger on the top ready for when the person would make his or her attack.

[HADES]

tonight I start the fire.
tonight I BREAK

away from everybody,
BREAK
away from everything.

Izzy had traveled from the south just to see her. It was part of his past that he had refused to let go of. SHE was everything to him and there was no way he would accept that. The Allerdyce boy couldn't understand how they could have been so happy one day, and the next the world just fall apart. they had been happy, fun, loved each other to the fullest. He proposed to her, he gave her his heart, and she left. He wasn't angry though, far from it. He just wanted to know why, why had she turn her back on the resistance, on him.

He stood there, by her car, waiting. He just waited. Izzy had been there already for 4 hours, scoping out the place and just waiting for her to come back to the car. He was not going to just leave without any answers. Izzy had lost everyone in his life. His mother, then his father, and then Desiree, his best friend. She was gone as far as he knew, but a small part of him wanted to hang on to the small spark of hope that she was alive. Desiree had been his sole focus for so long, and then...then he met Karla.

She was everything to him. he gave her everything he could not holding back on how much he loved her. It was never a secret from anyone, even those who barely knew the two, could see how in love he was with her, but now, now he was torn apart, hiding behind his jokes and laughter. His once bright blue eyes were dull, he kept going, but there wasn't much for him anymore and he held very little close to him now, gave very little effort to anything. He was not the same person.

As he heard the sound of footsteps come near he looked up ever so slightly and saw her. Karla Maximoff, she was coming now and to him looked as beautiful as ever. He lifted his head up completely and lowered the hood from his head. As she got closer he looked straight into her eyes. " 'ello Karla." he said simply, so smile on his face, his eyes lifeless..

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TAG Karla
NOTES woot! I posted!!
CREDIT to WASTEDhearts of Caution 2.0.

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Karla remained still looking at Izzy her brown eyes on his blue ones Karla had never in her life fainted but she could feel every part of her body feel like it was going limp. Putting her hand back in the bag she put the pepper spay back where it had been and once more took her keys out. Pointing them to the car she pressed the automatic unlock button and the lights of the car flashed to show the car had been unlocked. Moving towards the car she looked at it and only it. Opening the back door she put her bag in it and shut the door again.

Stopping for a second she looked at where he was Karla tried to look and see which way she should go that would keep them far apart but he was close to the front of the car near the drivers side door. Moving around the back of the car she kept her eyes on the floor "I think you should leave Isaac" Karla said it very flat no feeling no emotion in her voice from her tone no would would ever have known of their history was a rich loving one. Karla moved to the drivers door and reached to open it.

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Izzy stood unmoving and as Karla reached for the door handle his hand suddenly covered it. His face was stern and the look in his blue eyes was one rarely seen. He looked very serious and angry. The young man had come for answers and he wasn't going anywhere until he got them. Izzy's shaggy blond hair hung down in his face, while usually it stuck up. The war had changed him tremendously, but losing Karla, that left him more broken than anything. When he looked her in the eyes those, a small smile returned to his face. "Oy.." he started. "Oy wanted to make sure ya were okay..."

It was the truth. Izzy had worried about her nonstop since she left. It was just something that came with his instinct, he wanted to protect Karla, and if it meant staying away, so be it, but she was going to be safe away from him as well. Reaching behind him Izzy pulled out a gun and held it out to her. "Its better than the ones the New order gives ya..." he said. "It'll keep ya safe..." he paused. "Just..take care of yaself...oy don't wanna have to bury another person oy care about..." He took her hand quickly and placed the gun in it before moving away from the car.

As Izzy started walking off he turned. "Oy still love ya Kar...no matter what there ain't no other person oy can love as much as oy do ya.." he ran his hand through his hair as he started walking towards the exit of the parking garage.

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When Karla saw Izzy's hand block the door she looked up to his face ready to demand that he move his hand. But when she looked at his face she saw the look in his eyes and at once she stopped herself and even took a step back from him. Izzy was one of the few people she knew that wasn't violent the only rage she had ever seen his display was when he played rugby and even though Karla Knew he wouldn't hit a woman she knew not to push him after all a person could change. The silence scared her and made the moment a little more tense until at last he broke it " Well I'm fine...Now you've seen me can you leave me alone, I mean it Izzy I see you again I'm arresting you" Karla knew that she should have brought him in right away but she couldn't even she wasn't heartless and the time she had spent with Izzy had meant something to her at the time.

When he pulled out the gun from behind his back she gave a small gasp and then saw he wasn't holding it in an aiming manner he was giving it to her. Karla couldn't help feel a little bit of a pull to him, Karla wasn't heartless there was still feeling there towards him as well but Karla knew that it was over he had put himself on the line and wanted to be close to her and she had rejected him in the fullest way. Feeling the gun press into her hand she looked up at him and didn't move away from the closeness but she at once looked down at the gun again. With a sigh she moved her hand to put the gun back in his hand "The New Order take care of me I like my gun...Izzy don't walk away from me take this gun back" she said a slight demand to her tone.

When he didn't come back she shook her head when he spoke about his love for her "Izzy....get in the car if your seen well..." as she said this she opened the back seat for him to get into the back of the car and then she moved to sit in the drivers side. turning on the engine she sat and waited for Izzy to come and get into the car if he walked away she would play the Desiree card.

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Izzy had kept walking when she had told him to take the gun back. He wasn't about to do that. He wanted her to keep it and wasn't even going to consider taking it back from her. Izzy hated guns, never used them and probably never would. He hated war too though, he wasn't one to fight and kill people unless it was absolutely necessary. He wanted peace, he wanted equality, he wanted nothing more to end the war. "Oy am not taking the gun back luv...keep it as an extra." he said waving her off.

As he heard her tell her to get into the back of the car he did turn around, a very odd expression on his face. "Karla..oy know ya think oy'm an idiot for comin' here luv...but oy am NOT getting into yer car. Oy think its a beautiful car, don't get me wrong..but oy would really rather walk...oy have a bike a few streets away..."

Iz walked over to the car and shut the door. "Be good.." he told her giving her a smile and putting his hand on her cheek before she shut the door. "Cuz god knows yer brother is wild...oy don't wanna hear ya gettin' into no trouble Kar Kar..." he said to her, using an old nickname. "And oy'm glad ya put the pepper spray away...that stuff burns...oy hate it." he leaned down and kissed her forehead. "Bye..." he shut the door and once more started moving away.

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When she felt Izzy put his hand on her cheek she felt the blood pumping to her cheeks and in her mind she made sure that she noted that it was due to his warm hands she couldn't let him know that he had an effect on her still. Feeling his lips on her forehead she at once tensed in his arms, resting her free hand on his chest she pushed him lightly back "Izzy..." Was all she could manage to say in a low way trying to make him step back.

When Izzy moved away from her for the second time Karla knew she had one option feeling the gun in her hand she took it in a firmer grip and aimed it at him and cocked it loudly "Izzy Get in the car" she said "Look if you trust me get in the car I'll drive you to where your bike is because if you walk out of here you won't be walking anywhere else and it won't be my fault....for once have the seance to listen to me" she finished.

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Izzy looked at Karla and then at the gun pointed at him and then back up at the woman in front of him. "Aye, because oy trust a sheila who has pulled a gun on me...that makes sense" he said. "Oy'll get into the bloody car if ya put that thing away," after a pause he moved towards the car and opened the door and climbed in. "There..." he mumbled shutting the door. "Yer not gonna loyke castrate me or nuthin are ya?"

The Aussie was the type to make jokes when he was nervous. They could be good or bad, it didn't really matter. He sat there in the back of the car contemplating how he even got into the situation. Why did he even come back to the north. It was odd, there was no true reason other than selfishness. Izzy wanted to see her though, and thats what he did, though he wasn't sure if it was the smartest idea anymore.

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Karla gave a clear roll of her eyes when he spoke about not trusting her because of the gun "Yes well Izzy some times us females have to pull a gun on you because you have to be the most untrusting man I've ever known and even when I give you a small window of help you choose to turn it down...that says very little about me and screams volumes about you now doesn't it" she said a slight bit of smirk in her tone near the end of the sentence as she turned on the guns safety and put it back in her purse. When she watched him get in Karla moved to the drivers side opening the door for herself she glanced back at him "Be careful and don't sit on my coat" she warned as she adjusted the rear view mirror to get a glimpse of Izzy even though she had just said about his lack of faith in her she had the same to him. She had hurt him and for a few moments they where alone he could easily kill her and walk away, and given the number of times she had hurt him could any person really blame him if he snapped.

When he asked if his manhood was safe Karla turned the key and the car purred to life and she gave yet another roll of her eyes " Do you ever grow up and act your age" she asked not really asking for an answer it being more a statement than a question she pulled out of her parking spot and down the ramp to the next level "like I said Izzy I'll take you to your bike get on it get out and do not come back any of you if I see you or Renee Desiree or "Karla cut off their thinking about Kielar hurt, saying his name would hurt even more she guessed. From the time they where in pampers they had been closer than close Karla knew the feeling of what her life would be like without Kielar she had come very close to it being real once. Karla continued to drive silent for a moment getting back on her train of thought "If any of you come here...Izzy the line is drawn I'm on my side you and the rest on yours Do not cross the line" she said putting special weight on the last five words.

[HADES]

Izzy listened to her. He didn't know what he had done to make him seem so untrusting to her. He had done everything he could for her. He would still do anything for her. Even though she hated him, in his mind she was still the same person he loved, only on the opposite side. As he looked at her, he realized she had become even more beautiful but now even more out of reach than before. It really did hurt him. She had been his life, he had nothing else left, and now, Karla was gone too.

"Oy'll let them know...though..ya know Doll ain't around.." he whispered as he moved her jacket so he wouldn't sit on it. as he moved it though, he slipped a charm bracelet into the pocket. It was one of the few things she had left behind, and he knew she had loved it..even though she didn't care for him anymore, he wasn't going to be cruel. She was who she was, and he was who he was, it wasn't going to change even if he tried. " We all miss ya...and..just so ya know...dey won' come up 'ere..." he paused mumbling "Don't even know oy'm up here.."

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Karla licked her lips in a bid to help herself to try and help speak well, Izzy made her nervous and with a sigh she glanced to the mirror looking back at him "Well tell them not to...I'm happy I'm fine you all should think about joining its a good life, you have everything you could want and its not like the south is going to hold for all whats so different from the life we used to have I don't do this job to hurt you all" She said with a small sigh Karla had always been seen to be a little vicious in her high school days a cheerleader and all round popular girl she had said things that's she couldn't un say. But Karla had grown up and she knew that being cruel was not the way she wanted to live, but in that fact was how she wanted to stay. Alive.

Karla drove down through the car park there where a number of things she wanted to say to him that he would be ok but that would be a lie "Izzy Please think about joining somewhere inside you...you all have to know that you can't win and I'm living proof that mutants are given a fair job just like everyone else" Karla was doing her best to persuade him to join. There was one thing she wanted to ask but knew she shouldn't for years it hurt when she tried to contact Kielar and get no answer "Hows Kielar" she asked in a small whisper hoping he had heard she didn't want to repeat herself.

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Izzy ignored what she had said about the New order. No, he knew the truth and he would never be a part of that set up. It was nothing he ever wanted to be a part of and as long as there was a team against them, he would be a part of it. When she finally asked about Kielar he looked up and shrugged. "Good oy guess, don't really see 'im around much." he said truthfully. "Kie's always off doin his own thing, he brings back strays every so often, but, ya can tell he misses ya.." he said. "Oy doubt he'll change anytime soon...even with Rini..."

The aussie boy looked at her, meeting eyes through the mirror . "Do ya know why oy won't join Kar? Why oy am so apposed to what ya apart of?" he shut his eyes taking a deep breathe trying to remain calm. "Because they hunted moy Pa down in his home in Australia...they brought him back here and executed him for crimes from before oy was born. Whats even worse..is that he called me...and he told me what was happening...that reports of them landing in Australia had been on the news and that he wanted to talk to me before they got him...two days later...moy Pa was Dead.They took Doll, oy still don't know where she is...might as well assume her to be dead as well." Izzy's eyes glazed over shaking his head. "So no...oy will NEVER join the New Order and oy will NEVER be a part of the acts that they commit. And if oy foynde out that they hurt you in anyway...oy will kill them. Oy will burn then till nothing is left and they will have to KILL me to make me stop...because what they did was unforgivable...and I won't have them do that to anyone else that I love."

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When Izzy answer her question Karla's eye brows pushed together in confusion " Renee? Whats she got to do with anything?" Kielar for years had been a social person always enjoying the company of friends and herself, maybe her leaving had done him more harm than she allowed herself to picture. Karla knew Izzy owed her nothing but she needed to ask even if he refused " Keep an eye on him for me...try and get him back you know how he can get if left alone too long he ...goes to dark places" the chill rippled up her spine at the memory of finding Kielar on the bathroom floor blood on the tiled floor. It was then that Karla exited the car park and joined the main road. Looking up Karla's hazel eyes locked onto Izzy's ice blue ones " If you could tell me where your bike is we'll go there...unless theres somewhere else you need dropped off" she finished taking her eyes from his and back onto the road.

Karla wanted to remain calm she tried so hard to bite her tongue and keep it good between them but sometimes Karla's mouth worked before her brain had a chance to catch up to what she was saying " Izzy Your dad did kill alot of people how many sons and daughters have lived with being without one or more parents because of what your dad did....I'm not saying that he should have died because of it...I mean my own father and Grandfather are no moral high car holders but I'm making up for it aren't I....I know your going to shout at me now but look not everything HAS to end in death why with you must it all be so morbid and bad in your point of View I have to die or Desiree or someone else and when your defending them you have to kill them and the only way to stop you will be to kill you I mean...Can't you see how awful that sounds...how morbid you've become." she said her voice level off as it had been getting higher with each thing she added until her voice could no longer keep it up.

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Izzy listened to Karla as she asked him to watch out for Kielar. He shook his head slowly. "He's not around all too much luv." he said softly. "He's with Renee, loyke dating her oy guess. He runs off for about three days out of a week and then shows back up. He just comes and goes as he pleases. Oy've tried to keep him around, even tried to follow him, but he loses me every time." he paused. "Oy woulda looked after him even if ya hadn't asked." It was the truth. Kielar was still like a brother too him even though Karla had left him. He had grown close to both of them and he wasn't just going to abandon the other because Karla up and left.

As Karla spoke about his father Izzy did grow angry. "No Karla." He said. "He was pardoned for his past crimes by the same people who went and killed him. They told him that he was pardoned and even gave him a paper tellin him. In the agreement it was said he would remain outside of the United States. He kept to it, he never returned, oy would visit him, not the other way around. They traveled all the way there just to kill him, just to turn on him when he kept to the agreement! Ya obviously don't know the whole story. In any case Ya Grandfather was the one he fought for, so tell me, should ya father...should ya grandfather die for past mistakes? Shoulda ya brother? He's killed people..."

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Karla sighed when Izzy told her that Kielar went off alone for days at a time. Kielar had gone off for days at a time in the past and it had ended up with Kielar having a drug habit. Karla gave small smile hearing that Kielar was dating Renee he had like her for a while and it was nice to hear that at last he was calming down maybe she had gotten the wrong idea about her twin maybe he had grown up and gotten away from being so reliant on those around him, on her most of all. But Karla would never admit that she missed Kielar missed talking to him or even argue with him about him using her eyeliner. If Karla was honest to herself she was very unsatisfied in her life, all it was now was office home sleep office home sleep, for a girl that used to be a social butterfly she was now a caged bird. Yet Karla felt thats how she needed to stay a name like Maximoff it was best to stay that way.

Karla heard the anger in Izzy's voice and became a little tense "Do you think I like hearing about your dads death, how heartless do you think I am that you believe I think he got what he deserved" At the mention of her grand father Karla spun the car down into an alleyway the screech of the tires squealed into the darkness as the car rocked to a stop she looked into the back seat with a glare "Don't you dare bring up my grandfather" she said through clenched teeth "Get out of my car this was a mistake I never want to see you again I mean it, I'm drawing the line do not cross me or the New Order I am warning you this once" she said glaring at him waiting for him to get even more angry and in truth Karla hoped he would try to use his power she could use a good fight and she would do anything to win.